Path of Purification

It is the point where:

you had tried as hard as you can

put your effort as much as you can

you prayed as much as you can

but it didn't work out.

Inside you:

frustrated

angered

depressed

anxious

It's all negative around although you tried to be positive.

Positive seems impossible.

So you tried to find the blames

Was it the past sins?

Was it peoples you owed?

Was it the promises you broken?

Or your parent that been ignored?

Dear God,

If this is the path of purification.

Give me the strength to go through.

Let it just be me

Bismillahi Tawakal to al Allah wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah